Broken Bonds.
Here’s the thing.
This hall will always be the first place where I met Cassim.
I’ve been with him through these areas, helped him mop up floors and straighten areas.
Our first kiss was right in front of that door.
Our first date was just a mile away.
Every part of this campus is tied to a memory that will only ever be that.
A memory.
It is a stalemate, a constant stagnant reminder that what I once had, I no longer have anymore.
What scares me most is since he has gone, things have gotten hazy and I have found myself camped out in front of his old room just to try and remember so that I won’t let.
But that’s not normal.
I’m not even sure what normal even is anymore because that was never us.
We were never normal.
However we were healthy.
Ah yeah, that’s the word!
Unhealthy.
…I’m unhealthy.
I’m sick.
I’m tired.
I’m moving on.
I’m leaving.
I love everyone here.
But I have to find somewhere to rest.
Instead of clinging desperately to remnants I will no longer have.
…….
I’m letting go.
Thank you…Spirit High…Lumeria…
everyone.
You gave me one of the best years of my life.
But it’s time.
My chapter ends.
Here.
Changing Sands [tag;Allen]
“That’s twice now you’ve threatened my life. I don’t know how safe I feel on this tow-carpet anymore.” He pursed his lips and eyed her suspiciously but the corners of his mouth slowly started to turn upwards into a smile. He gave her shoulders a little squeeze. “Well I’ll sleep easy then.”
He fiddled with a piece of string hanging off his backpack in front of him, before reaching forward a little and unzipped it. “Truthfully, I am.” Slowly and carefully he pulled out his moms lamp and sat it in his lap. “I’m nervous and hell I half way don’t even know what I’m looking for.” He let his fingers drift over the little intricate designs of the black lamp. “But I feel like it’s the right thing to do. Are you nervous?”
Giggling, she wiggled her brows, “Well stop giving me reasons to threaten your life and you’ll feel just fine, I swear,” Yuki leaned back as she nibbled on her snacks and hummed happily at the squeeze to her shoulders. The gesture had her shoulders rising as if she were sensitive, tickling almost to the gesture. Shaking her head, she said, “You’ll sleep easy around me, always. I swear. Besides, I only threaten you out of love.”
Patting her hand over her heart, she winked and then watched as Allen got out the lamp. Not saying anything at first, she just moved closer with her chin on his shoulder and reached out the trace the handle of the pretty lamp. “It’s alright to be nervous, just don’t let it scare you…you’ll figure it out. You’ll know what this trip is for by the end of it and I just hope that what you find out is what you really desire in the end.”
Meeting his eyes she said, “I’m just worried about you, that’s all. So maybe I am nervous but…I’ll be fine.”
(Source: yukicross-tar, via allen-tar)
Changing Sands [tag;Allen]
Giggling at the poke, she swiftly stole a chip right from his hands and shrugged, popping the snack into her mouth, she said, “Well. Only if you are hurt to the point of death. But I think the guys who are very smart and careful about what they do should be the ones I help in the end. No free service from me, mister!” Waggling her finger at him, she grinned as she poked the tip of his nose and dropped her arm, humming.
“You better be fine,” Nuzzling her head against his shoulder and tilting her face up towards his throat where she could hear his heartbeat and smell his blood, she sighed. “Or else, I’ll turn you into a Vampire and then you’ll be forced to obey your master. Then you would never get into trouble or have fun ever again…without me at least.”
Allen let out a little laugh as Yuki’s breath tickled his throat. He put his hand on her head, threading his fingers through her hair as she ruffled it. “As if I’d ever be able to say no to you even as I am now.” He smiled, picking up a chip and throwing it at her face. “I’d be one interesting creature though. Part Genie, Part Vampire. They’d have to make a new name for the level of awesome I’d obtain.” He shook his head though, taking another chip for himself. “Not that I wanna find out anytime soon.”
“Hey,” Yuki quipped after catching the chip in her mouth and chomping down with an annoyed huff. “Don’t waste the food or I’ll waste you,” She teased, poking his stomach, her smiled curled up and she looked over his face thoughtfully. “I could see you being exactly that. Something magical and deadly, all in one.” Giggling, she looked back down with a sigh, “But I wouldn’t do that to you unless you asked or if you were dying.” She shrugged, knowing how selfish she was, she wouldn’t be able to let Allen go. Not yet.
“…Are you nervous about what you might find out there, in Egypt?”
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Changing Sands [tag;Allen]
Yuki smiled to herself, she liked to think that part of Cassim still remained in the magic carpet. If anything the magical item still had his attitude. Looking up she shook her head, “His name is Magic Carpet, Carpet for short. I tried to give him something else but he wouldn’t like any of the other names I gave him. So calling him a towel might have you hurting, besides, I highly doubt he wants to be up against a wet, naked body.”
Leaning into Allen, she also got a few chips out to nibble on, looking up at his question, her red eyes gleamed knowingly. So many things could go wrong. She could lose her memory. Allen could lose a limb. She could lose her best friend. Sighing, she muttered, “If you get hurt, I’m killing you, simple as that.”
Smiling, she nodded, “Sounds like a good deal to me.”
Allen bit his lip to keep any snide remarks from coming out. And he had so many he could make but the carpet under his butt currently had his life in his hands er… threads. So he kept his mouth busy by chewing on a few more chips.
He let his arm stay around her shoulders comfortably and pouted. “If I get hurt shouldn’t you nurse me back to health!” He smirked and poked her cheek lightly. “But I’m so confident we’ll be fine, you have my permission to kill me if we aren’t.”
Giggling at the poke, she swiftly stole a chip right from his hands and shrugged, popping the snack into her mouth, she said, “Well. Only if you are hurt to the point of death. But I think the guys who are very smart and careful about what they do should be the ones I help in the end. No free service from me, mister!” Waggling her finger at him, she grinned as she poked the tip of his nose and dropped her arm, humming.
“You better be fine,” Nuzzling her head against his shoulder and tilting her face up towards his throat where she could hear his heartbeat and smell his blood, she sighed. “Or else, I’ll turn you into a Vampire and then you’ll be forced to obey your master. Then you would never get into trouble or have fun ever again…without me at least.”
Changing Sands [tag;Allen]
Holding back a laugh at Allen’s nervous squeak, Yuki just smiled and looked down, humming a bit as she went through her bag and pulled out some chips. Nodding she opened up the bag and tilted it towards Allen, lashes fluttering. “It’s not a towel! Don’t say that, Carpet might get upset and toss you off.” She grinned however and said, “Eat up then, got juice, cookies, candy, salty things so we don’t get sick, too. Well you won’t anyway, I hardly ever get sick off of sweets.”
Leaning against Allen after the playful bump, she sighed, “That’s to be expected. Going to Egypt always calls for some nerves, y’never know what might happen.” Tilting her head, she looked over Allen’s face and then said, “Once we get…what we need to do, completed, I was thinking, if we were both in well enough shape,” Because one could never be too sure, “We could stop off somewhere and have some fun. Like Paris or Italy, or Japan,” She squeaked.
Mouth watering, he grabbed up the bag of chips and started munching on them happily. Swallowing down his current bite, he smirked and patted Carpet. “I’m sorry Mr. Towel, please take no offense.” He could of sworn he felt the carpet beneath him bump up, as if threatening to actually push him over. He decided he’d better keep his mouth shut from now on.
He put his arm that currently wasn’t buried in a bag of chips around her shoulders. “Isn’t that the truth.” He squeezed her slightly. “Hey, we’ll be fine though. I promise. What’s the worst that could happen?” Even Allen knew what a stupid question that was. Countless things could go wrong if he found what he was looking for. And the thought made the chips not settle right in his stomach.
“I think that’s a great idea.” He grinned. “Since I’m dragging you out to the desert, you choose where we go when we leave.”
Yuki smiled to herself, she liked to think that part of Cassim still remained in the magic carpet. If anything the magical item still had his attitude. Looking up she shook her head, “His name is Magic Carpet, Carpet for short. I tried to give him something else but he wouldn’t like any of the other names I gave him. So calling him a towel might have you hurting, besides, I highly doubt he wants to be up against a wet, naked body.”
Leaning into Allen, she also got a few chips out to nibble on, looking up at his question, her red eyes gleamed knowingly. So many things could go wrong. She could lose her memory. Allen could lose a limb. She could lose her best friend. Sighing, she muttered, “If you get hurt, I’m killing you, simple as that.”
Smiling, she nodded, “Sounds like a good deal to me.”
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